Well it’s 9am and I’ve already been in an arguement with my now ex gf, kicked out of my own house and had all of my shit put outside. Yup I’m having a great day

insight-jd:

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My biggest weakness

Fear. I’m terrified of loosing someone I love more than anything else in the world. I will never leave on a bad note, I will almost always bite my tongue and not say things in my head, I will always chase after them if they are doing something stupid. So I guess my weakness is a combination of love and fear. What if something happens to one of them and I’m not there. I could have helped them, been with them, did absolutely anything for them, including die for them. I would rather die myself then have to loose my wife, my kids, my siblings, my dad, my grandma, or my grandpa. If I lost them. I would surely die of a broken heart. I hate being this afraid all the time; to have these thoughts lurking in my head at all times, I want to be able to always protect them but in the end I know that when the time comes, they will go and I will loose them until my time comes too. I love you Nicole, Jaimie-Lynn, Brayden, Amber, Austin, Isis, Darius, daddy, grandma and grandpa. You give me life, everyday.

Part of my past that made me who I am today and a bond that I have with my dad that most people will never be able to understand.

Part of my past that made me who I am today and a bond that I have with my dad that most people will never be able to understand.

Moving away from the woman that you have lived with for two years, have been engaged to for over a year, and love more than anything in the world is heartbreaking. I feel so lost. I’m sure I’ll be okay in the long run but right now I’m so torn. I don’t want to wake up without her, I don’t want to come home from work everyday and not see her, I don’t want to loose out late night dinner and movies. I guess I still have some tears to shed :(

arienreign:

i bought this skull for a cosplay and

LOL!